Subconscious Mind.........

My subconscious has always been that second opinion I pay attention to, a trusted ally. More often than not I can relate to it and we are on the same track with most of the decisions we make. I am not talking about that little devil and angel that appear when you’re in a dilemma but that voice of reason when you’re doing the wrong thing, when your just about to do something risky  that might hurt you. It’s almost like it’s your own personal security detail and it always tries to reach out to you, to warn you, to protect you. Most of us ignore it but I, on the other hand learnt how to listen to it.

I have never had any considerable queries with this ‘security detail’; it has somehow always set me upon the right path. Well not until yesterday. Now more than ever I am 100% sure about my decisions on a certain matter I am dealing with at the moment. No need for the security detail this time round since I am loaded with my own Kalashnikov. No need for a second opinion as for the first time I am extremely certain that the first is the best. On numerous accounts I have been in this situation and my security detail has so willingly taken a leave of absence. But not this time, no. This time its screaming at me, going through the most desperate ways to reach to me.
 

So tell me what should I do in this event? We haven’t been over the guidelines for this. The rules that govern my mind and set the boundary between my reality and my subconscious do not cover this. The path my security detail has chosen is not one I am unfamiliar with. Quite on the contrary I have been down this path. Well maybe not this exact one but I have also closely watched many go down it only to end up in mazes of horror, trapped by their own subconscious. Could it be that my detail is turning one me? Setting me up for disaster? Or could I somehow walk two different paths. Maybe I could take this path subliminally and lead the one I perceive as right in reality. Hopefully my subconscious will not notice its being played and dare to rip through the fabric of my mind. But then again it must already know. So maybe we could come to some sort of agreement since this forbidden path it has chosen has been one of my heart’s desires. But then again that’s all its ever been, a desire, something you want but shouldn’t have in most cases.